We'll see what happens.
&& Tomorrow it's off to Tennessee for a few days with some of my girlfriends from Freshman year in college. (Well, and one of them happens to be one of my roomies from last semester, too).
Buut.. for now, Asa just told me about an hour ago that he's coming up here. Randomly. It's 1.5 hours away and I haven't seen him since his birthday, at the end of January. I was adamantly against it at first - driving 3 hours in a day just to spend a portion of a day with me? And I have church tonight, for Lent, too. But he insisted, and I gave in when I realized he wanted to talk in-person about Texas. Then a few seconds later, it hit me that he might be planning on proposing.
I'm getting nervous now.
I think I'm just gonna ask him when I see him if he's planning on it XD I HATE tension and feeling like that before something...part anxiety, part premonition, part foreboding and part...idk. Desire, maybe, or that feeling like I'm falling during a roller coaster. So pretty much mostly unpleasant.
Anyway, we'll see! Should be interesting no matter what.